list of grievances [tercera parte]

today was filled with unnecessary frustration and stress.
you know how i do this, guys..
i bring you List of Grievances (part 3).
enjoy..

List of Grievances:
- not going to work when you should.
- long drives.
- money being the root of negativity.
- platonicism [that one's for you sandra].
- expectations.
- "surface" relationships.
- not knowing when you have the right to be mad.
- seeing the elderly work low end jobs.
- people that thing they have the right to say racial jokes.
-.. and people that think they're funny making racial jokes when they shouldn't.
- overwhelming internalized emotions.
- asian stigma.
- being stuck in the middle.
- knowing i need to clean my room, and still seeing it unpacked and messy.
- appeasing people.
- drivers that cut you off and drive very slowly.
- pedestrians that take advantage of their right of way.
- cigarettes (i don't know why.. i don't smoke them).
- people that don't know how to be courteous, respectful, or polite.
- white america.
- my iPod only fitting 2GB.
- having to be around someone you don't want to interact with.
- wanting people to speak up when they should.
- breaking my glass picture frames.. 3 counted.
- people being inconsiderately loud.
- drama.
- melodrama.
- a little nagging in your head that wont go away.
- being lethargic.
- hypoglycemia (don't worry, i've been eating though).
- bad first impressions of someone and having a stuck notion about them every time you talk to them.
- hearing "blah blah blah"
- outsiders trying to intervene.
- people that aren't in a place to give advice.
- paris hilton's song.
- people thinking the only fun is partying, or indulging in addictive recreational things every weekend +..
- knit-picky shit.
- an unwritten script.
- writer's block.
- interrupted in the middle of creativity.
- people trying to cheer you when you don't want it from them.
- having to come up w/ more money.
- playing telephone or grapevine.
- not having seen friends you've been meaning to.
- shorts skirts on fat thighs.
- tatoos on girls with guts.
- indulgence.
- kankles.
- friends for the sake of it (ie: saying, "we should hang out" & it never happening).
- wasting paint.
- dreaming. wishing. hoping.
- whiney "emo" music.
- the movie you went to blockbuster for not being available when you get there.
- people that are too lazy to put things back in their right place.
- the vietnamese guy that charged me for everyone's meal when i said i wanted to pay separately. twice.
- the guy that assumed i worked at tapioca express when he walked into the store.
- people that are a burden for you.
- not being 21 yet.
- feeling older, yet still feeling young.
- being the unappreciated friend.
- karaoke withdrawals.

i guess i'll stop for now. some of you are waiting for me to finish this.. geez, hold on mmkay!
and sorry, sandra, it's not as witty. you know how i'm feeling right now.