life is too good to feel bad.

and i am reminded of that everytime i'm with the people that matter most in my life. it's one of the hardest things to keep in mind when you feel jaded by people that aren't worth your time, or when you think you've done good for others but don't do shit for you in return. the only people that truly matter in life are the ones that have always stood by me and i've never questioned how much i mean to them and vice versa.

sometimes my life just gets too busy. i'm so wrapped up in school and the college life, that sometimes it seems like it's all i have at the moment. college. and when people involved in my college life let me down, it's easy to feel like i don't have much. come to find that that is absolutely not the case. the people that mean so much to me have been around all along.

this weekend was amazing. of course, partying always is.. but when you're not around people as much as you'd like to be, but then you show up and they're glad to see you and act as if they saw you yesterday... that is such an amazing feeling. knowing that things don't change besides time. my family and true friends mean so much, and i can't explain how grateful i am to have such people in my life. this is the kind of feeling that could never come from friends that just want to drink and party with you.. or even boyfriends. relationships like this are what matter most in life, and i am reminded everytime i'm in LA, whittier, oc, and san diego.

i wish this hustle and bustle.. busy life of mine would allot me more time to spend with such people, but i suppose one must do what they gotta do. but when i have the time, this time.. i'm taking it for all that it's worth :]