short and sweet.

it's kind of funny how the quality of something is measured by how long it lasts.. but when you have something for a little bit, you got it because you enjoyed it to begin with. so in that little time that you may have it, does it not have just as much quality? it should be that good nonetheless. or that's what i hope..

i used to have a LG white chocolate phone. man, how i loved it. it was perfect, exactly what i've been wanting in a phone. i loved how it was a slider phone, and the touchpad was perfect when i wanted to be discrete about texting in class.. haha. i had awesome ringtones too. and all of a sudden i lose it.. just like that. w/o even realizing it. funny thing is, i have no idea how i lost it. i couldn't recall what i did wrong. i had it in my hand, then i literally don't know. it was with me and it just disappeared. there really wasn't anything i could do to fix the situation. so eventually, i ended up back to my old days w/o my white chocolate.

what relevance does any of this have? i don't know.. i'm just rambling.
i guess i was just nostalgic. after losing something i really liked. and once it was gone.. i was just numb. sure i kind of "lost it" when i lost it. but after that, it was hard to really be upset. just numb.

i guess this is all a metaphor of what you go through in life.. or part of it.