decisions

the toughest thing to come to terms with [as of right now] is realizing that the decision i made 3 months ago might have been a mistake. that's the problem with not knowing what the future entails; you can possibly stuck with the binding consequences.

what's even harder is listening to those that care about you and tell you opposite of what you want to hear. you completely understand their advice and agree, but somehow you still end up doing the exact thing you shouldn't. er, at least i do.. i've felt like i'm an exception and i can change things for the better. that's just been my luck ever since i can remember. but obviously, i can't expect things to turn out for the better. i just have to wave the flag and give up, and sometimes that's okay, right?

i know i know i'm a mess..