short and sweet.

it's kind of funny how the quality of something is measured by how long it lasts.. but when you have something for a little bit, you got it because you enjoyed it to begin with. so in that little time that you may have it, does it not have just as much quality? it should be that good nonetheless. or that's what i hope..

i used to have a LG white chocolate phone. man, how i loved it. it was perfect, exactly what i've been wanting in a phone. i loved how it was a slider phone, and the touchpad was perfect when i wanted to be discrete about texting in class.. haha. i had awesome ringtones too. and all of a sudden i lose it.. just like that. w/o even realizing it. funny thing is, i have no idea how i lost it. i couldn't recall what i did wrong. i had it in my hand, then i literally don't know. it was with me and it just disappeared. there really wasn't anything i could do to fix the situation. so eventually, i ended up back to my old days w/o my white chocolate.

what relevance does any of this have? i don't know.. i'm just rambling.
i guess i was just nostalgic. after losing something i really liked. and once it was gone.. i was just numb. sure i kind of "lost it" when i lost it. but after that, it was hard to really be upset. just numb.

i guess this is all a metaphor of what you go through in life.. or part of it.

get ready! MAY 15th

soo..
my birthday's coming up and if you're stuck on what to get me here's a list of ideas:
- dog. small pup. like a yorshire terrier
- professional hair straightener [you know the ones at the malls that have their own booths]
- digital camera
- rainbow sandals [size small]
- bucket of fries from mcdonalds [mike tu already has this one covered, though]
- earrings
- a tokidoki messenger bag or gym duffle bag [from my store]
- harajuku lovers windbreaker [from my store]
- a coach handpurse or handbag [never had one before]
- letters.
- bedsheets
- tiffany's necklace. like the starfish one [never had tiff's either.. but not really caring to have it. just a suggestion]
- additional chips for a magic mic [like 80s songs, or newer songs]
- protective gear for my macbook pro
- first and second season of The Office on DVD
- chipotle [i eat there a lot.. that's all.]
- the lamb or turtle from build a bear [i might just get myself the lamb though.. i'm really desperate for it]
- victoria's secret pink or sexy purfume
- a card [i always love getting cards and i collect/keep them]
- a mini nano with 4GB.
- sheesha [hookah flavors]
- new verizon cell phone. LG or samsung.

do NOT get me:
- clothes [i'm very particular with what i wear and you might get me something i wouldnt be caught dead in. even if it's from A&F and you like it.]
- artwork [unless we've had a discussion personally on art, do not get me art.. i'm critical with what i think is good.] but if you give me your own work i think that would be sweet.
- CDs [i don't listen to them. i listen to my iPod]

of course, i don't expect anyone to pay so much for me. i'm not expecting big things. small things make me happy too. these are just stuff i wish i could get myself.. but can't.

as for my plans, i'm going to vegas the 18th-21st for sure. if you could make it that would be lovely.
i'm thinking of having dinner on my real birthday, and go clubbing in LA sometime in the month. i know people are busy so if you can't make it i wont be but hurt.

i hope you could be part of the festivities somehow :D

i'll be 21 so i'm gonna do it big!